Changes all around and everytime

And everything is changed in my head

I'm longing for a change

I wouldn't beg but for a change

I never will get

I spend my time in learning

Everytime I learn I turn blue into red

My life goes on

I just wanna have fun

Leaving shadows into the sun

I get in troeble with some friends of mine

They've told me there is no need to change

We quarrel it becomes a colder time

And now im freezing down to the bones

Nothing changes but I've lost 2 friends

And that depends on changing myself