How do I word this?

Was about to write you this letter but it was just curses in cursive

You probably deserve it

But that's so impersonal

Should tell you in person

I hope it don't hurt you but then I've been hurt too

By you

The truth is

All you do is leave me emotional bruises

You're calling me up to link up and

Figure shit out

Know doubt, time's out

We never figure shit out

I can't do this no more

You've got me on life support

Cause this is the fifth time I've taken you back

It's the fourth time that we've relapsed

It's the third second chance that I've given you

For the first time

Let this be the last

Fifth time I've taken you back

It's the fourth time that I've collapsed

Into your arms

It's so hard but for the best

For the first time

Let this be the last

This vicious cycle

Is driving me psycho

I'm anxious

Need someone to come check my vitals

One minute I'm leaving the next I forgive you

You're calling me up to link up and

Figure shit out

Know doubt, time's out

We never figure shit out

I can't do this no more

Cutting off the life support

Cause this is the fifth time I've taken you back

It's the fourth time that we've relapsed

It's the third second chance that I've given you

For the first time

Let this be the last

Fifth time I've taken you back

It's the fourth time that I've collapsed

Into your arms

It's so hard but for the best

For the first time

Let this be the last

Please, please

Let this be the last

No it's gotta be the

Oh it's truly

The last