Shut your fucking mouth. It’s 5 AM

I already know about you and him

I guess I should have known

The day we met you had your red flags on

So much for trust

Honestly, honesty’s for liars.

(words don’t feel)

Truthfully, truth needs no explaining

(it’s just real)

I’m alone and insecure it’s 6AM

And I’m running back to her once again

The real sickness is, I need the pain

And in fact I’m craving it

So I can escape decades of the real pain

Stuck inside me

Honestly, honesty’s for liars

(words don’t feel)

Truthfully, truth needs no explaining

(it’s just real)

Trust me, the trust never last forever

(just like us)

Believe me, belief is never worth believing

(It never was)

I started when I first betrayed myself

I have to find a different kind of hurt

(wanted this, I needed this)

‘Cuz pain’s become my brand new normal

Honestly, honestly

Truthfully, truth left me

Trust me that trust never lasts forever

Honestly, honesty’s for liars

(words don’t feel)

Truthfully, truth needs no explaining

(it’s just real)