Yo man... Hey... Think about it

I went so... I got so far up man

Nearly I hit this Platoe

Then I started focusing on partying and shit

Then started popping those dam percocets

With drinking and fuck my whole shit up

It's the dawning of a new era

Tattooed, broken tooth and new era

I ain't where I'm supposed to be its a true terror

I ain't tripping I ain't cripping but I'm blue mirror

Mirror mirror on the wall do you remember me?

Was the fairest of them all

Then I dropped the ball And I was holding flats

Sometimes I feel like there's nobody that can hold me back

And sometimes I feel like its a wrap, I'm living in a trap

I'm giving all I got but they ain't giving nothing back

I'm battling depression in my head

I'm trying but ill prolly be aggressive till I'm dead

And everybody knows of my addictive personality

I chased my dream but I'm not living in reality

Cards are stacked against me too much time lost

God please help me.. why? cause I'm lost

It's pretty crazy when your dream were so close

You could touch em now they seem like old ghosts

Now my memories are haunted, hope that they remember me

And maybe they still wanted

Look, I ain't got alot of time left

Got a team but they don't seem to take no fucking giant steps

I try to tell em I could use a little help

That's exactly what they give me, gotta do it all myself

Most rap performers are just transformers

Pretend to be crazy I pretend to be normal

When listing to mad they immediately struck

Then immediately after they realized he's really fucked

I got no disguise concentrating on my art

Mentally demented I'm a monster in the dark

Little monster drinking monster walking in the park

With my dogs talking awkwardly but obviously sharp

They're asking me to make a club song on dubstep

It's where the money at but that shit made me upset

Maybe I am focused on my pride a little to tough

Or maybe I just love hip-hop a little too much

I got a dark past hoping it'll disappear

But with the internet they still see it crystal clear

I need more time walking on the right path

Cause I've been fighting with myself it's time to fight back

I've done damaged to my brain I've done damage to my teeth

All this damage on the surface just imagine underneath

And life can be a beach with a beach chair

Damaged goods broken down need to be repaired

Hard for me to transcribe the pain inside

Doing drugs 5 years till it drained me dry

And if I knew back then what I know now

I would've saved up cash would've slowed down

Would've spread love would've gave back

Would've help show kids that theres a right track

I would've kept writing kept making music

Kept Battle Axe, kept executive producing

But now I'm back and I'm still alive

So I will give it all I got till they feel my vibe

I'm hoping and I pray they understand me

Cause if they don't fuck its too late to make a plan B

Still gotta open window

I'm gonna do one more big lap

Before I'm gonna call it a wrap

I know I still got what it takes

Fuck these little posers