Once A Believer

Time helped pass this world you left for me

Crucify my selfless sanity

That turned away, faith I had in you

Words cut deep, these wounds of misery

Your lies nailed my soul internally

Cast away, to your self made truth

Understanding what is lost

Thoughts and days unfold to black

Faded memories

Deep inside

I can't fight the walls inside, I once was a believer

Truth overlooks my life, why can't I believe

Cant climb these walls inside, I once was a believer

Is there truth within your lies

Why can't I believe

High and low I searched for answers, searched so endlessly

In the corners of your world, was there space for me

This crown of thorns on my life, spineless, so untrue

Shaken, my foundation shattered

And my trust in you

Understanding what is lost

Months and years unfold to black

That fade our memories

Deep inside

I can't fight the walls inside, I once was a believer

Truth overlooks my life, why can't I believe

Cant climb these walls inside, I once was a believer

Is there truth within your lies

Why can't I believe

Separation, frozen, timeless thoughts have gone by

Closeness, embraced by denial to these eyes

Revolution, giving hope from giving in

What will become, of answers denied that exist within

I can't fight the walls inside, I once was a believer

Truth overlooks my life, why can't I believe

Cant climb these walls inside, I once was a believer

Is there truth within your lies

Why can't I believe