Am I on the verge of a really big breakthrough or just another meltdown?

Gratuitous abysses

I've been looking for my friend she became an ocean just to watch me drown

Gratuitous abysses

Staying in touch is making us boring, voiceless is underrated,

I think it's dumb and I really hate it

I must vilify us to make you special, I know my compass is beyond retrieval,

I'm just 'illuminations' and 'flowers of evil'

Like a flittering squirming dying insect you got glued to your ceiling

Gratuitous abysses

I know I'm as rotten as a Chytilovián Daisy but I still got feelings

Gratuitous abysses

Staying connected is making us stupid

I want a new grid a swinish fury

but since our schism it's all so blurry

We're all dolled up for gratuitous abysses

you're on her perch and looking sallow

I want to kiss you but you know I'm so shallow

Staying in touch is making us boring, voiceless is underrated,

I think it's dumb and I really hate it

I must vilify us to make you special, I know my compass is beyond retrieval,

I'm just 'illuminations' and 'flowers of evil'