I can't believe this now

This isn't what I planned

I lived and died and now

I just can't understand

With all the love I feel

I could never leave her

No matter what the cost

My soul's the price to see her

Oh how I love you

The pain won't go away

Oh when I need you

You're always so far away

I cry for you

Leaving myself to blame

I died for you

I gave up everything

The pain was just too much

When I finally saw her

She's happy and in love

In love with my best friend

What makes it hurt so bad

Is that I love them both

And they will never know

For love I sold my soul

Oh how I love you

The pain won't go away

Oh when I need you

You're always so far away

I cry for you

Leaving myself to blame

I died for you

I gave up everything